Beautiful painting, and I love the darker atmosphere. However, are you doing alright? Couldn't help but read your description, and it's not my place to ask, but I do hope you're doing okay.
That's quite alright. I'm glad you're doing a little better, and you're welcome ^_^ (I suffer from major depression from time to time, and it's been on-going for many many years, and so it's a feeling that even if you don't know what someone else is going through, you can still empathize- so I'm glad you're hanging in there!)
How are you so good at making stuff look amazing on photoshop?????